I have decided, possibly during my sleep, that I am going to be more confident in my self, my abilities and my actions. The paranoia and lack of self worth that I feel on an almost daily basis are mainly due to me not having faith in myself.
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I wish I could tell you that I know exactly what you’re going through, that I went through an almost identical situation one year ago. Unfortunately, I know that if I was to tell you, it would seem I was attempting to force your hand or influence your decision.
It is never easy to choose between what is comfortable/secure/known and what is new/exciting.
In my experience, I found out that safe is not always better than sorry. In my case, if I had stayed with safe, I would have been more sorry than anything. Unfortunately, it took me three months to work out what was best for me and by that point I had already damanged my better option, beyond repair.
I just wish I had sorted out what made me happy sooner and let go of all things stable. I have BIG regrets.
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Ummmm. Rant over, I guess.
xoxo
